Kangaroo Mice are Cocky

Get ready for Lita's shortest ever blog post!

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Are you ready?

I'm naming one of Lilliana and Atreyu's twins, Jace. I have too! I have an obsession, it must be done. Now all I have to do is decide what the other twin's name will be.

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That is all.

Let The Storm Rage On

Elsa will be Lilliana and Atreyu's first child and Nicademus will die after she is born and then they will name their first son after him. I'm thinking it'll go Elsa, daughter, Nicademus, son, son. Because I don't want to continually be having the oldest child turn down the throne you know? I mean I feel like the trend shouldn't be quite that popular. You know?

Here's a family tree. lol I left out Kerian's kids and Adrienne because they aren't really relevant to the topic at hand....... Opps. Looks like I fucked up though. Elonwey is Kaori's wife not Zareck's. And they will have one kid as well. Zareck might end up being gay. Maybe asexual. I don't know, I feel him being alone and not in an lonely no one loves me sort of way but more like an I don't really need a relationship kind of bro. Like maybe he's just set all on his own or something. Hahaha.

That's all. You're dismissed.

Couldn't Keep It In, Heaven Knows I Tried

Firstly, I would like to say that you all suck. I ask you people if you want to read actual bits of my story 39 thousand times, you always say yes and then I actually post something and you completely ignore it. Not even one, it's good or I hate it or anything! And you wonder why I am so hesitant to put my shit out there! No one even cares enough to read it. And that's not hurtful or anything! -_-" Good thing I'm not writing for you Jerks, otherwise I would be sorely disappointed.

Bitches.

Anyway, there actually is a point to this post aside from yelling at my nearly nonexistent fan base. As some of you know, I have been working on the OTP Challenge in an attempt to break my writer's block so that I can get back to working on this stupid book that no one actually cares about. And of course Blaise and Vlad are my OTP to end all OTPs.

So basically what happened is one of the prompts is your OTP as senior citizens, and I decided that Blaise and Vlad will be super adorable old gay men, and the short will be about them dancing together at Lily's daughter's wedding. So that's Emma and Eclipse's granddaughter. Alright? Don't get confused.

Now this presented a problem for me because I hadn't even thought about marrying Liliana off yet, let alone about her intended children. But since the idea was planted in my head, I have made some determinations. The first is that my darling daughter will fall in love and subsequently marry a handsome sailor by the name of Atreyu. Yes! Atreyu! That character that everyone forgot about, except me! Atreyu is a pirate on Nicademus's ship. Of course if I want him to end up with my lovely Lily, then I'll have to change his age a bit, I'm thinking that I'll make him at most like 10 because Lily will be about 7 the first time that they meet and I think that three years is an okay age gap. So that's one part of it.

Then I decided from that that I am going to give Lily and Atreyu, 3 children. The first we're going to name after Nicademus in tribute to that great man, who in comparison to everyone else is older then dirt and will die before Lily gets knocked up. It's sad but, you know, people don't live forever. I mean, they have Hobbit life spans, but even still. Anyway, then their gonna have a daughter and I am naming her Elsa. Hehehehe. I'm not sorry.

She's gonna be the bomb. Um, the third child, I haven't given much thought too yet. It could be a boy, it could be a girl, it could be a squid. I might change my mind and make them twins or something so there's 4 children. I don't know yet. Actually I'm feeling 5 children right now. 5 seems good. Haha. Why not? But anyway Elsa and Nicademus are happening. Annnnnnnd Nicademus is going to be Thor/his namesake Nicademus and not want to be king even though it is in fact his birth right.

So Elsa is the Queen!!

As well she should be.

And I have decided that she is going to be Julie Andrews in Princess Dairies, she's gonna be with the same guy for a million years but she won't marry him until they're older. So she'll be ruling the kingdom solo for a number of years before this wedding happens, which will in turn make Blaise and Vlad and everyone even older. And I have no idea who this person she is marrying in order for this wedding to be happening is yet, could be a man, could be a woman, I haven't thought too much about it. But I'm pleased to have decided to make a Julie Andrews type character because I think that she is just fantastical.

And Atreyu is technically "black" so Elsa may end up being "black" as well. We don't really have any pink or blue or green bloodlines in the family thus far, so the chances of her being purple like an Andromina are pretty slim, but really once I start playing around with it, anything could happen.

Sooooo, beware! I guess. Hahaha.

And,

This goddess hurts me with her insane talent.

And that's about it for right now. Comment or don't comment, whatever I can't depend on you people for criticism in any event.

Children of the Candy Corn

So, in this post I will be posting my new proposal which is way less lame then the old one was. And I brought Tate here,

Along with me to stare into your soul and command you with his mind powers and creepy contacts to read the stupid thing and then do the commenting. But also to be gentle because it is but a first draft. So be kind Lovelies! Tate commands it.

“Hmm,” Emma sighed contently, completely at peace in this moment. It was a beautiful summer night in Zarius. Untainted by the self-destructive pollution of man, the endless blue-ish black expanse of sky was dotted with millions upon millions of stars, sparkling like jewels against black velvet in the sky high above her. The three beautiful moons of this world, Oberon, Anatolia and Cybele, shone brightly in the deep dark night, casting an ethereal glow over the whole of Zarius. The scene from her balcony window was indescribably beautiful, and she was content lying in the arms of her lover.

Tomorrow was the night of the full moon, the night that they’d been training for, the night they’d been preparing for, the night they’d been dreading, the night of their epic battle. The battle for Zarius would begin in less than forty seven hours. At dusk Kerian and his army would attack this castle, their only goal to destroy her home and kill her family, to take over Zarius and end her perfect life here. It was horrible, it was inescapable, it was too much to bear and it was creeping closer and closer with every passing hour. But in this moment, while she could feel Eclipse’s heart beat through his chest and his warm breathe on her neck, nothing was farther from her mind and this was a perfect night.

“I’m so lucky.”

“Oh? And why’s that?”

“Because,” Eclipse purred, pressing kisses to her soft flesh. “I am in bed with the love of my life, the single most beautiful, perfect woman in the whole world.”

“Aw, aren’t you sweet tonight?” Emma giggled, Eclipse’s stubble tickling her neck as he kissed her, a radiant smile on her face.

Eclipse brushed his fingertips across her cheek, tucking a piece of scarlet hair back behind her ear. “Do you know how much I love you?” He asks quietly.

“No,” Emma closed her eyes and snuggled closer to him. “Tell me.”

“I love you so much that I think I want to spend the rest of my life with you. If you’ll have me…”

This surprised Emma a great deal. For although Eclipse was always attentive and affectionate, and made quite sure that she knew how he felt about her, the odds of them staying together forever were slim because of her status and his position within the castle and Eclipse was far too much of a realist to let himself believe in true love or tell her forever if he didn’t believe it in his own heart. Emma had accepted this about him even though she was an optimist and a hopeless romantic herself.

“What?” She turned her head to look at him, but when her eyes fluttered open all she saw was a little, black box sitting on the bed in front of her. Emma stared at it for a moment. “What is that?”

“Open it.”

Emma propped herself up on her elbow and took the little box in her hands, her fingers trembled ever so slightly as she lifted the lid. Inside the box was the single most beautiful ring that she had ever seen in her life. A dark jewel that sparkled with bright flashes of red, blue, purple and green in the flickering candle light, was set in the center of a silver ring. Four, small amethysts had been placed in the delicate scroll work on either side of the center jewel. Emma took the silver ring and turned it over in her hands. Admiring the scroll work along the side of the ring, beautiful hearts and intricate swirls and an inscription inscribed upon the inside of the band that read, “True Love Never Dies” in lovely cursive script.

            “Eclipse…”

“Just in case we die tomorrow, I want you to know that I love you more than anything in the world and always intended to spend the rest of my life with you.” Eclipse whispered in her ear as he slipped the ring onto her third finger. “Emma, will you marry me?”

“Yes.”

After which Aiden and Hiroshi discuss Angel's chances against an army of rabid Mongolian zombies on crack with machine guns. Sooooo, I hope you liked my first draft here and let me know if there's anything glaringly wrong with it. And The Woman in Black is a strange movie. Lita out.

P.S. I hate men. You tell them that you're upset about something and they go, well that's how it is or yeah but or what's wrong with that? Because they agree and don't understand why you're upset. Yeah thanks. That helps. Didn't come to you looking for help or understanding or anything like that just now. Now really please continue to make me feel worse. Thanks. -sigh- Next time I'm calling my Mom or waiting until my roomie gets back or something to talk.

Close But No Woof Woof

Sooooo, this post literally just disappeared off of my dash and I have no idea what happened, so I suppose that I'm going to try and post it again although I really don't remember everything that it said.... Hrm. Anyway,

Last weekend when I was at the mall I got approached by the same modeling agency but it was a different representative. And that kind of boosted my confidence for awhile. Then crushed it a little because chances are that I will never get a chance to actually try modeling. And it's not exactly something that I've always dreamed of or anything like that and I don't want to be a beauty Queen or anything, but at the same time its like maybe it would help me feel better about myself or something. And I feel like it might be fun to a point. But it's really not appropriate for a Police Officer is it? And I don't have the money to take the stupid class that they require for the damn things anyway, so why bother being upset about it? Well I really don't know. But here I am, feeling blah.

In other, but not completely unrelated note, I have decided to get rid of that piece of the bell. No one who was there for that is still in my life. Mike, Jen, Christina. They've all left me behind. And apparently I didn't mean enough to any of them for them to look back or even tell me what the fuck happened to us. Friends forever. Please, friend until someone better comes along. Friends until one bloody thing changes. Friends until I refuse to break up with my boyfriend to have a bullshit secret relationship with someone else. Well you know what? I am so sorry that I couldn't drop everything for you, because I guess that my own happiness doesn't actually matter..... Anyway, the point is that it doesn't remind me of the good times that we used to have anymore. It only reminds me of how much it hurt when you all disappeared without a word.

And I'm watching The Woman in Black because I'm curious to see if it's any good. I'm going to start rereading Ender's Game soon. Doing a group project practically by myself. So much stress. I have so much to do and no time to do it at all. My firefox keeps crashing. I hate everything. Etc, Etc, Etc

And I believe that this post had a doge in it originally so here you are,

Oh My Heart! Too Much Communism

Ohmigod, I have been blogging all day long. Like all day long bro. It's super crazy. I woke up at fuck o'clock this morning to drive all the way back to school and took the quickest shower in history to be ready in time for my 9am class and it was cancelled. The next one is at 10:30, no problems I'll just blog for my project a whole bunch, then I went to check my email and found out that my next class was cancelled too. Okay, so.... I drove all the hell the way back to school at fuck o'clock in the morning for a class at 1:30 is what I apparently did today. And I might have a test tonight with my idiot teacher, ya know the one that I hate because she's always late and never has a lesson plan, ya that one. Because surprise! She never lets anyone know what's going on ever.... Cause she's a bitch.

Anyway! Time for my post. So, as of right now, Eclipse proposes to Emma on the balcony and he makes a little speech and it's very romantic and cliche and maybe a little cheesy. I don't know, I wrote it and I like the way that it came out and all but at the same time, I'm starting to think that perhaps it doesn't fit Eclipse's personality quite as well as it should. Sooooo, I'm thinking of changing it.

Buuuut to what you ask? Well I'll tell you!
I think that Eclipse should propose in bed. And not like a weird and awful sort of in the middle of sex sort of proposal either. More like a, we're cuddling and having a beautiful moment when Eclipse is like "Do you know how much I love you?" And Emma is all coy and cute and she goes "No, tell me about it, Stud" (except not like that but I couldn't help the Grease reference.) And then BAM! Ring, proposal! Mind blown! Wah-bam! Hahaha. I think that it's a lot closer to something that fits Eclipse's personality. But for posterity's sake I am searching out opinions from the two people that read this blog.

So, there you have it. If anyone wants me to post what I have for the original proposal with the draft of the new one for comparison of cheesey-ness then  let me know and maybe I'll grow some balls and post them. But yeah, let me know what you think about my new idea.

Don't Judge Me For Blogging In The Shower

Guys, I am considering making Blaise darker. Not black per say, because we don't have "black" and "white" in Zarius. We got all the colors of the rainbow in my world! I mean for Christ's sake, Andromina and her family have purple skin tones! Like the closest thing we have to an actual black guy is Atreyu and the closet thing we have to an actual white guy is Sabastian. Everyone has weird colorful  skintones. But I digress. lol

Anyway, the original character design was pale skinned because I like a contrast to dark hair. Which is the same reason that platinum blonde Vlad is described as tan. But it occurred to me that these little lovelies live in the woods! They're outside in the sun constantly. So, doesn't logic dictate that Blaise be tan? Yes! Because let's face it, not everyone's skin defy tanning to the degree that mine does.

 

And like as soon as I thought of this I instantly fell in love with the idea of Blaise having a color scheme like Pocahontas. (Though I'm not changing his perfect blue eyes. That will never happen. Ever.)Honestly. Wouldn't that be beautiful?

I'm thinking maybe bronze, golden tones. Ya know? I want him to remain gorgeous but also be a little different.

And before you say anything about me ruining my baby, I would like to point out that its not like I haven't done this to him before. Seriously guys, Blaise is my actually cannon OC that I, his creator, write AU fanfics about on a regular basis! Blaise has been black, white, hispanic, british, australian. He's had dread locks, corn rows, curly, straight, long and short hair. He's been in gangs, he's been in the military, he's been straight, gay, bi, depressed, happy.  A crossdresser, homeless, he's been a Gryffindor and a Slytherin! So calm down. Regardless of what I do to his face he will still be as he always has been the same old fantastic pain in the ass that he ever was. ♥

Harley Quinn's Army

I'm going to have a little completely 100% called for feminist rage right now and I suggest that all of you bitches, sit down, shut up and listen cause this is important.

DC Comics has just announced an art contest, a Harley Quinn art contest, isn't that great? Wrong, one million percent dead fucking wrong! And I will tell you why, because the submission pieces that artists are being asked to send in include Harley naked and "sexily" committing suicide. And I am not even over exaggerating, this is true.

Now, of the several THOUSAND reasons that this is both wrong and disgusting, I will give you a choice few,

It's sexist

It's insensetive

You shouldn't be glorifying suicide

You shouldn't be sexualizing female death

Misogyny

Rape culture

There's nothing sexy about committing suicide!

So, I repeat, THIS. IS. NOT. OKAY.

But their is good news. Because this is an open contest they will accept and review everything that we send them, so myself and a few other bloggers have taken it upon ourselves to flood them submissions expressing our deepest disapproval because no matter what you say it is not okay to trivialize suicide or sexualize a woman killing herself and this is sexism. And I suggest that you all join the cause and let DC know that they fucked big time on this one. Seriously.

http://www.dccomics.com/node/305151 

There's the link. And here is a few of the images that myself and some others have been submitting.

I encourage you to use one or all of them and make plenty of your own too.

 Now is the time to get angry.

Let's go spam some mother fuckers

THIS DAY WE FIGHT?!

Bonesy McDead

Swords.

Today's post is about Swords.

Well actually, weapons in general.

Everyone's main weapons.

Why?

Because I don't want to do my homework.

And I'm tired from my work out.

Sooooooo,

There you go.

That's it.

Aiden is a royal, he was brought up traditionally and such, so he fights with a Rapier. Cause it's proper and what not, I guess. And I always wanted him to fight with a straight blade anyway.
So, there you go. And the bow and arrow of course.

Hiroshi doesn't care much for swords, he fights with a Spear. No reason in particular. He just likes the Spear.

Kerian fights with a Kilij. The handle is inset with the bone from a Dragon. This is because of his Vaikas abilities, obviously.

I decided to 86 the katanas because their too typical and overused. So, Angel uses a Scimitar now, because she's awesome like that. She'll still have the short swords/long daggers as a back up because she's prepared like that.

Emma uses a Falchion/Messer. It's similar to a Scimitar. A bit shorter, straighter blade, straight handle, curved tip. Practical, kinda snazzy but not exactly incredible.

Fiore fights with a Bo Staff. He's younger then the rest of us, so perhaps he's a bit more innocent and doesn't intend to kill too many people. But just because he's not going to kill anyone by slitting them open doesn't mean that he can't break some bones. I wouldn't mess with him. He'll have a knife to use as back up as well probably.

A Skanky Whatever

Sooooo, I have decided that Angel and Emma don't need tails. I mean they don't use them for anything anyway, just balance. But being honest, the way humans walk and run and shit, the tail would serve nooooo purpose. So, we're 86ing that. Sorry boys, no more cat girls in this story. And since neither of them have cat eyes or anything like that as it is, I think that I'm just going to scrap the animal thing altogether. Which sucks because I was being really fucking clever with that Thundercats reference (think about it...) but ya know, occasionally we must make personal sacrifices for our work!

And on that note, I am torn between giving no fucks that Angel and Emma have the same hair colors in different portions as in "typical" for twins and wanting to take the red streaks out of Angel's hair and just leaving her a black beauty. (lol literary reference.) So if you want to give an opinion on that that's great.

And Emma will now be using more Australian slang because it bothers me that she's not Aussie enough at the current moment.

Australia ^

Annnnnnd that's all for tonight Kiddies. Toodles and what not ya Wankers. All the Mistress's love to ya! Goodnight <3 br="">

Any Choice is Better Than Spain!

I have just one announcement for today... thus far, maybe more later..... um, anyway! I have decided that the marriage between Valken and Aurora was arranged. Hmhm, I think that they should be betrothed. Because its an old world tradition and Zarius is old world-y in some respects.

I also think that Aurora should be foreign. But where does she come from? Rayet seems logical since it would explain why Zarius is so close with them. Strong alligence and all that stuff.

And then I want Valken and Aurora's babies, Aiden, Kerian and Serena, to not be betrothed to anyone. Because Aiden ends up with Hiroshi who is a stray half blood not a prince or whatever. And then there's Kerian and his Governess, Adrienne.

If I do a prequel story then I will likely have one of the children be betrothed and end up breaking the betrothal and that's why no one else is coerced into marriage. It wouldn't be a break in tradition like Brave though. More like Ever After. Haha. Cause I do what I want.

What?! I'm Fourty...

Do Angel and Emma really need tails?

I mean, really, really?

Originally I wanted them to sort of balance out the fact that Aiden has wings. Cause I mean it would be weird if he was the only person in the family with anything like that.

And if I take away the girl's tails then that means that the only thing that we have running in the family is wings. Cause like four characters end up with wings after all.

But I don't know. Is it stupid?

Am I being cartoon-y?

Is it superfluous?

I mean it is just an add on. They don't serve a major purpose or anything.

And I suppose that I could give the girls weird animal eyes instead and that would still tie in their beastie to them.

But still!

What about my genetics?!

Even if I took the girl's tails away and gave Sabastian a tail instead, that wouldn't help. Because who the hell cares about Sabastian's butt anyway?! And he's not even in the family or marrying into the family so he does nothing to fix the genetic issue. He just adds to the aesthetic.

Soooooo..... I don't know what to do.

Please feel free to ignore my posts as usual.

Or I don't know,

Tell me what you think.

-gasp-

Heaven forbid.

I'm Not The Pretty One

Okay, so remember how a couple months back I told you all that I had signed up to be a model because one of those guys at the mall had called me and my friend over? Well they finally called me and they want to set up and interview. And I am still comfortable in my own body and I am glad that I am not stick thin with one of those ridiculous thigh gaps and biceps that you could wear a watch around. But at the same time, I looked at their website and there are like 200 girls in my age group on their site and the majority of them are between size 2 and 0. There's a handful of 3's, one 4 and then there's me. I'm a 5 or a 6, my boobs are average, my hair is frizzy and curly with two inch roots and I have adult braces... Why in the world would they want me?

And of course it doesn't help at all that I told Mark about this and his first response was maybe they want a hand model or their casting a porn! He was just kidding but it's like gee thanks Pal, that makes me feel loads better. Really.

I'm having a Myka moment right now. So, if anyone feels like desire to step up and make a speech and be my Pete you go right ahead. And if not then... that's fine too. My interview is scheduled for tomorrow. I'm going to cancel it because I can't drive out tomorrow after all but I don't know if I'll end up rescheduling it or not. So, yeah...

Why Does It Smell Like Wet Zeffron in Here?

Okay, so for my final battle we have Kiara and Andromina of Rayet, Marik of Atheria and Vish Itori of Myritrius fighting with us. I'm gonna refer to them as generals even though they're Kings and what not. So anyway, I was thinking that maybe I don't have enough death and destruction on the good guy's team. I mean, we're fighting a bloody war here both sides should have casualties. I mean Emma and Aiden do die temporarily and Blaise sustains a deadly serious wound and gets poisoned, Hiroshi breaks an arm and a leg, Olaf dies. But is that enough carnage on team good guy? I don't know. That's why I'm wondering if perhaps I should kill off one of my generals.

I was gonna say that it would have to be Vish or Marik but now I'm thinking that I could probably get away with killing off Kiara since Andromina has been properly schooled and is more or less ready to take over at any time, although they weren't planning it. So, question two, if I do kill one of them, which one should it be?

Last question revolving around death and destruction for team good guys. What about Rorak? I can't remember if I talked about his fate or not, but he is my Captian of the guard and I don't know if I should let him live through the battle or kill him off. Now with Rorak it's tricky because if he doesn't die at the end of this book, then I'm gonna maim him and he'll die at the beginning of the next one. So I guess with him it's all a matter of timing.

So there's my problem of the day Loves. Have at it. I'm gonna go throw up now

Smashing

So, as we all know Kerian busts in the door to the castle and declares war in person on Zarius. Then Aiden immediately calls the court to meeting to ask for reinforcements, right? Right that happens. Now, because Kerian is essentially taking over a small country to wage war on Zarius, that leader that he's killed will obviously not be in attendance. People will obviously wonder where he's gotten too and Kerian didn't mention that he'd taken over an entire country, though Aiden will have his suspscions because of Kazuo's prescense. Now as it stands the question becomes does Kerian make a second appearance at the meeting of the court or does he let them be?

I feel like the court wouldn't question whether Aiden's claim is true or not, so in that respect, it's not nessicary. However, knowing Kerian's personality, would he have any reservations about flaunting what he's done? I don't think so. I think that he'd like to brag. In which case he should appear. So, in my mind it's rather 6 to one, half a dozen to the other right now.

Help? Opinions are nice.

Boob Fish

They don't celebrate Halloween in Australia guys. What a bummer.

Anyway, um I never talked about setting up a monetary system... Like do they use shekels or pence or drachma or what do they use in Zarius? I don't even know. Haha. So... I suppose that my question to you, my dearly beloved imaginary followers is, do you think that I can get away saying things like silver pieces and gold pieces and shit like that? Or should I make up a monetary system?

Let me know!

Like, Like Something You Corner

So I was thinking, you know how Tethys is a floating island in the sky that travels along the path of the equator and that's where the Imperial Clubhouse is and where we have war meetings and shit? Well, I was thinking that maybe it would be a much better idea to make our prison island the traveling island. Think about it, it floats and spends most of it's time over the ocean, so even if someone escapes where are they gonna go? They jump, they die. Simple as that. Also it travels around the globe, making that whole all the countries send people in shifts of a few months to guard the prison island thing work out better. It seems like a rather more efficient arrangement if you ask me. Sooooo, I think that I might do that.

Any concerns? Comments? Questions?

Baby If I Was Premenstral, You'd Be Dead

Hold on, wait a minute here.

Originally I wrote that they bring Emma straight to the castle to see Aiden and Hiroshi and that was all fine and dandy, but Emma is kind of yucky at this point. She was nearly run over, knocked out, kidnapped, spent the night in a strange bed, stuck on a horse all day long, I'd imagine that she wouldn't be very awe inspiring after all of that. Plus she's wearing, by Zarian standards, really weird clothing. And Eclipse and Sabastian are trying to pass her off as a Princess! Don't you think that they would have cleaned her up a bit at the very least? I feel like they would have. And if they didn't then perhaps the people at the castle would have been like, um no you can't see the King looking like a street rat. I mean come on! If Neil Patrick Harris can kick the fish tank guys out of his magic club cause their not wearing suits I think that the people of Zarius can be like, um bitch you need a bath. Right? Hahaha. I think that it's a good idea considering the time period.

So, I guess the question is, do Eclipse and Sabastian fix her up in town or do the servants in the castle fix her up ahead of time?

If He Gives You a Seven Tonight, I'll Kill Him Myself

Okay. So I was writing a thing just now, the bit in Valken's crypt and I mentioned something about how Kerian would never be buried there because disgrace and banishment and such like that. Which makes sense. Kerian was sent into exile, so by all rights he should die a horrible death and his body should either rot out in the sun forever and get torn apart by animals or he'd be given a pauper's funeral/grave site on the prison island. However, now I'm thinking Aiden loves his Brother. So maybe after Aiden kills him, he could order someone to collect the body and bring it to the family crypt. Which would mean that in the second book Adrienne would have to break into the crypt to collect Kerian's body. Which is fine. But originally, I was planning on having Aiden send someone to collect Kerian's body and having them not be able to find it. And if I stick with that idea, then probably what will happen is after we realize why Kerian went nuts in the first place and kill him a second time around, then he will finally be allowed into the family crypt.

Honestly, I think that they're both pretty believable for the time period. So, what do you guys think? Does Kerian get into the crypt at the end of this book or does his body vanish and he gets into the crypt at the end of the next book?

Built Like A Brick, Son

This is a personal post, there will be rambling and ranting and swearing. You don't care for that then don't read it. I personally don't care, but I don't particularly like bitching at people directly so I'm doing this instead.

So, what's the topic of my rage for today you ask? Bitches commenting on my clothing, that's what. I'm not going to get into rape culture and media influences and how I hate the majority of men on this planet for objectifying my sex, and instead I'm just going to say that I have body image issues! And I go to an all girls school, you would think that if anyone was going to understand girls with body image issues it'd be other fucking girls with body image issues! And where do you think that this would be most accepted? At an all girls school! And is it? Clearly not.

I was wearing a skirt. A black skirt that I happen to love and wear all the time. And yes it is short, but not indecently short, I'm completely covered while wearing it. No one has seen my underwear. And yet the last three times that I have worn it on this campus bitches have felt the need to comment on this stupid skirt! I was indirectly called a prostitute, I have had people assume that I was banging some guy because I just happened to be wearing this skirt when a guy happened to be around. Are you guys fucking serious? I repeat, I have body image issues! Do you even know how long it took me to get to a place where I felt comfortable even wearing a skirt at all?! I went to high school in the middle of no where suburbia with a bunch of rich white kids and their perfect blond anorexic girlfriends, I was picked on and called fat ass and all of that bullshit my entire school career! It's not my fault that I've got a big butt! And then it's like I get into college and the world opens up a bit and suddenly I start to feel better about myself, guys are paying attention to me all of a sudden, I get girlfriends that are actually supportive and then bam! I come here and suddenly I'm getting picked on again?! Apparently I was safer in Brockton with the gang members! So I repeat, fuck you bitches. I am completely covered and I will wear whatever I damn well please and you have no right to make fun of me for what I'm wearing! Especially not when there are plenty of skinny bitches walking around this campus wearing skirts or shorts even shorter then mine.

But honestly, the thing that pisses me off most is the lack of sisterhood and respect here. One of the girls that called me a prostitute is short and overweight. I would never call her a fat ass or a sumo wrestler or the fucking Pillsbury dough boy or any of that shit! Ever. And I would never to anything to someone wearing an extremely low cut top or someone who's thong can be clearly seen because their jeans are so god damn low. I just wouldn't! I would never say something that would make someone else feel bad about themselves and I don't think that it's too much to ask that other people give me the same courtesy. Honestly! This is a full 3 days later and people are still coming up to me and asking about this god damn skirt. Fuck you all. It's none of your bussiness and I'll wear what makes me happy but hey thank for ruining my self esteem. I really appercaite it. I was over due to be knocked down a peg or two. Really....

And if I had called that chick a fat cow because she called me a prostitute, then I would be the bad guy there because you just don't talk about a girl's weight like that. Well you know what? It's tough all around and everyone has their own issues, I went and cried in the shower after this happened! Like what am I supposed to do? Run until my ass falls off? Crunches, sit ups, squats, leg lifts, all that work just so I can attain some unattianable body type and earn my right walk around in a skirt without being judged? No fucking way! It doesn't work like that! I am healthy and I am beautiful just the way I am, so come at me bro! I will knock you on your ass so fast that it makes your damn head spin! And the next time you feel like opening your god damn mouth to spew hate at some girl you literally don't fucking know a thing about and has never done a damn thing to you in her entire life, think again. Cause I swear to the gods that I'm gonna rip into the next bitch that makes a comment about my clothing. I don't need this crap from you bitches! Especially not after being stood up, twice and in addition to finals and all this other bullshit. Just leave me the hell alone.

Oh! And quit talking behind people's backs as well. It's cowardly and pathetic.You got a problem, say it to my face or keep it to yourself. And don't you dare pretend to be someone's friend when all the while you're spreading rumors about them and generally being a catty bitch. They think that you're their friend! How would you like it someone did that to you, huh? Talk about pulling the rug out from under someone's feet. Insensetive pricks, all of them.

And I'm not even gonna talk about the bullshit with my foreign friend yesterday. That was fucking infruiating as well.... Complete and utter bullshit. -sigh- Whatever. I'm just so done with everything and everyone right now. Bye.

Bitches Love Evidence

Could you tell me again what you did this for?

I don't love you anymore is all I remember you telling me

Never have I felt so cold

I have no more blood to bleed

Cause my heart as been draining into the sea

......

Guess who is thinking of the past right now?

Now guess who's totally over it?
.....
ME!
Hahaha

Seriously though,

There's really no emo going on over here,
I'm fine.

 Actually, the story of my life is this gif right now.
Hahaha
Anyway, I am just really digging this song right now.
Depressing songs are always better written than love songs you know.
At least in my opinion they usually are.
Alright.

Moving on now.
Hahaha

NOW, NOW WE WRITE OF RELEVANT THINGS?! OH YES! MAYBE! WE'LL SEE... I may have forgotten what I started this post for... Hahaha... It'll come back to me! Hopefully.... 

Or not. Whatever! Warehouse 13 tonight?!
With Spikeles
Hmmm...

Why Inbox, Why?!

So, as it stands right now, Kerian is making his army of nothing but criminals he's liberated from Nethyrex and using them to storm the castle. But I was thinking yesterday that maybe Kerian escapes on his own and makes his way to one of our less developed, smaller countries, probably Atheria. I think. And taking over? Like the whole country. He could find and ally Kazuo same as before and with Kazuo at his side, kill the king and take over. Then he could just usurp their army and then bam. No more recruiting nessicary. Also killing more or less innocent people would give Aiden something else to angst over.  Hahaha. Thoughts? 

Party Chrisps

So, I've been thinking of crap and junk and stuff and I have decided that I am going to change the scene after Emma and Eclipse dance. You know when he finds her crying on the terrace? Well originally Emma was supposed to spill her guts to him and have a monologue about how much she misses her Mum. But I'm starting to think that that is just not nessicary. I think that less will be more in this case and I'm just going to have her say, I really wish my Mom was here or I miss my Mom and just leave it at that.

 

I'm also pondering whether they should kiss or not. I'm on the fence about that. And I've changed my mind, we will have no radios or record players in my world. And as always, no guns. Soooooo, any thoughts my dear followers?

Cultural SWAT Team

               Here ya go Bros. Just a little something that I wrote in class. Hope you all like it! But if you don't, That's cool too. Feedback would be welcome!

                I roll my eyes as the same child begins messing around in class for the nineteen thousandth time since the class began. It’s Marcy again, of course it is. Ever since her little sister started taking classes here, she’d been chock full of nothing but an undying sense of superiority and the nerve to demand respect that she has in no way earned, from anyone. Just because she happens to be a purple belt and her sister is only a white belt.

                Honestly, I am a black belt and even I don’t just expect respect from anyone that I haven’t earned respect from, even though I have more than paid my dues at this point in time.

                As I watch her, glare at her actually, while she vibrates and wiggles in place, her stupid curly, frizzy black hair bouncing about everywhere, I am filled with an intense longing for the good old days. Back when our school was a part of Eclectic Karate. Now don’t get me wrong, I don’t miss Eclectic at all. What I miss is really being able to punish the children.

                I’m twenty one, not that old. But man have the times changed since I came up through the ranks. Cause I am telling you for damn sure that if I had acted this way when I was a purple belt, I would’ve been doing laps for a month. Seriously, most children my classes these days don’t even know what squat thrusts are anymore! Pathetic. Simply pathetic.

                “Marcy!” I bark, pumping all the venom I possessed into the name and then feeling plenty satisfied when the little bugger jumps. Serves her right. “Cut it out.” I growl, my best stern teacher face pulled firmly into place. “One more time and I’m sending you to Shihan.” Because unfortunately, that’s as far as my powers of punishment go these days. Thank God that the brats still fear my little old karate instructor at least.

 -Lita Kaye