Break It, Shake It, Make It Bounce

Okay, so you all know how  Kazuo and Kerian come into the picture by wrecking one of our guards to send a message before they waltz in an declare war on us?

Weeeeeelllllllll, Does anyone think that I should have Eclipse be the one that gets injured instead of Sabastian? I mean like would it be way more poetic is Eclipse gets the shit kicked out of him and then in the end is the one to kill Kazuo? Or should I leave the rage of dude beating his brother's ass and trying to kill his girlfriend to fuel Eclipse's demon rage and drive him to kill? Any thoughts?

I'm Bringing Booty Back

Soooo,

today was a really strange day

......

I saw a Hell's Angel at the MSPCA Yard Sale.

Then my boyfriend randomly decided that he wanted to go hiking.

And I saved a dog from getting splattered all over the highway by chasing her down a mountain after she got off her leash because the old lady walking her would never have caught her before she got to the bottom.

 

Also,

My supervisor has me making the work schedules now.

I am deeply in love with my stretch marks as of late.

Annnnnnnd,

I've decided to publish my OTP challenge on Wattpad.

So you can read the Windigo story as well as Blaise and Vlad go to Hogwarts and many other fantastically gay shorts by me on Wattpad!

Yeeeeeeyyy

 

Alright..... That's all I had to say, DISMISSED?!

Reality is a Prison

Yep, I have been convinced. Blaise should definitely fight with a tomahawk instead of a sword because everyone uses swords and Blaise is not everyone firstly and secondly, I always think of him as Native American because in non Zarius land, that's how I always write him, so it's a great little nod to his character and his beautiful lineage. And I'm not saying like exactly Conner's Tomahawk from Assassin's Creed because that would be lame but something like that, a little tribally. Because Blaise is a miscreant running about in the woods with a tribe and he's proud of his people and his life so why not let him decorate a bit.

I think I'll give him like a tomahawk and a big knife. That sounds spiffy. He could wreck some shit with that. Absolutely.

Also, I'm not going to get into it today buuuuut I will be revisiting the RoQuero's War Paint at some point because yes. War Paint looks fierce and my RoQuero are the fiercest evah. lol Cause like Blaise doesn't exactly need Tiger stripes to look like a badass, so I'm going to nix that. And Vlad.... To be honest, I don't even remember what my original sketch for his war paint looked like. lol Shit happens when you figure out all the crap for the battle scenes and then go back to write everything else.

In other news, I sold my first thing on Amazon! So proud, I just made like a whopping 7 bucks. Yay me! My school loans are practically paid for now! lol haha... yeah right. But at least it's a start!

They Don't Want Us Here

So, right now, I have Blaise fighting with a sword, buuuuut I kinda want to switch it over to an axe.....  Like a tomahawk...... I may or may not have been watching some cool axe handling shit earlier, completely unrelated lol anyway I think it'd be wicked. Any thoughts? Objections? Haha look who I'm asking here lol I just want to know, Is it homosexual in some fashion? Lol I just think that it would be cool and kinda different.

Oh Look, It's Twinkle Head

Okay, I lied. I'm sorry but Krystal is no longer going to be dark skinned. I'm sorry?! But I just went back and reread my description of how lovely she is annnnnnd I like it too much to change it. She's pale and perfect okay?! So then because I had a conflict of conflicti-ness I went to the mock ups I did of her and Angel together and they look so damn perfect together that I just can't change them. I'm sorry. (Angel looks like Korra and Krys is practically albino, the contrast between the two is so good and aesthetically pleasing to me.) Krys will still be Vish's niece though! And yeah..... I'm sorry. I couldn't help it!

Blaise is staying as is though. I love his color change so much that it hurts me. Like I went back and changed like every description of him I've ever written already..... So yeah. Okay. I love you, bye bye!

What Does the Fox Say!!?!

Whatever he wants lol

Sooooooooo, I have another news flash for you all today. I have decided that Aiden's special stupid nickname for Hiroshi will be Fox. Because every couple has stupid cutesy nicknames for each other that either do or don't have any basis in anything at all. Ya know? So, yep. Fox, that's Hiroshi now. lol

15 Items or Fewer

Friends! I have made a decision to change Krystal's skin color. Yes, I have decided to make her skin a loverly black color. Like, I'm talking really dark skinned. I think it will go swimmingly with her lovely white hair and blue eyes. I have also decided that Krystal shall be Vish Itori's daughter Or niece or something to that effect. Because if I change her skin tone then she's going to look so much like him already that I feel that they may as well just be family. I think I'm leaning towards niece currently. Because Vish's tragic back story that I've invented and never shared with you does not really allow for him to reproduce. But anyway, yes Krystal will have wonderful dark skin and Vish will be her uncle! Uncle Vish ♥ so adorable. ♥

That being said I kind of like the idea of Vish raising Krystal at least for part of her life because obviously she ends up living in Zarius and marrying Angel, sooooooo I may very well kill of Krys' s parents and never speak of them again lol maybe Vish can mention like once how he sorely misses his dear sweet sister or something to that effect.

Although Krystal will not be ruling Vish's country because she marries Angel and becomes Queen of this country. So that proposes a small problem for Vish's line as he never reproduced..... hmmmm maybe Vish has a younger brother or something, but he can't have kids of his own, soooo..... I don't know,  I'll think about sucsession later. But Krystal is Vish's niece now and that is final because I love it.

And that's it. lololololol

Lesbian Urges

Is it rather cliche for Emma to have no friend's in the human world? I mean I know that it's all well and good for Harry Potter to have literally no one to go back to or care about and all, but Emma is not Harry Potter and maybe she should have a friend. Just one friend. Too make her seem a little less pathetic. Haha. Then we can have a foreigner at the wedding?! Hahaha. Another foreigner... That makes 3 actually. Whatever, I don't care.

Anyway, so yeah, I think that Emma needs a friend. She'll be a beautiful Indian girl named Adhira and she really won't be too much of a thing because I don't want to change the beginning too too much or stretch things out too much before we get to Zarius but she'll be enough of a thing for Emma to not seem so pathetic and such like that. Soooooo, I'm gonna go try to write some of that there. Hahaha. It's not even 11 o clock yet and I've already been up 5 hours and done the working out and all of that non sense lol Now if only I could get paid for this stuff.

 

Someone like either one of these beautiful ladies would work out nicely. Though perhaps a bit darker skin tone, just because I love darker skin tones lol Also I think that I want Emma to be like I am with a bunch of my friends, one of those I love you, you're my best friend but I also hate you because you're way prettier then me sort of things. Hahahaha. I think it'll be good.

Hey, Mango Boy

Sooooo, I have made the decision that Kiara will die in the final bloody battle of death instead of Vish. Because recently I have invented a rich an tragic past for the man and thus taken an extreme liking to him and all of his suffering soooooo now I can't kill him. Hahaha.

Plus, I think that it makes sense to kill her off because then I have a better reason then "Kiara doesn't feel like it anymore" to promote Andromina to Empress of Rayet. Which sort of has to happen because she's perfect and beautiful Amazon goddess, (just like her mother except best friend's with Angel but that's beside the point.)

Um, so yeah. That's about it. Random blurb. Maybe now that I'm jobless, I'll have some actual time to write. Maybe. Except oh wait, my mother is a huge pain in my ass and won't give me any peace ever...... Guess who is moving in to the library?! That would be me. lol

Ode to an Old Friend

This is just something that I was inspired to write one day when I was lost and ended up somewhere that I just so happened to know.

Ode to an Old Friend

Today I drove through the town where you used to live,

You're not here anymore but my memories persist.

We used to walk down this street,

Sit on a couch in that house and watch tv,

Go to Cumbies at 4 am to get mountain dew and doritos,

But that was a long time ago.

Today I drove past the house where you used to live,

I still remember all the good times that we had there and it makes me sad to think that you're not in my life anymore.

I think of calling you briefly,

and then I remember that your number's been changed.

I remember why you're not in my life anymore,

For some reason you decided that I'm not worth your time,

That I'm not good enough, as I am and it hurts.

Looking back on how close we used to be hurts,

But I wouldn't trade our time together for anything but honestly sometimes I can't bare to think about the past.

But,

Maybe someday you'll think about me again,

Maybe someday you'll miss me.

Maybe.

You were my best friend once,

You could be again,

If you wanted.

I wouldn't exactly call it a poem. But I don't really know what else to call it either. Anyway, it's a one shot, I probably won't ever come back to it and the people on my mind will probably never read it, but it was rattling around in my brain so I wrote it down. There ya go, that's as good as it's ever going to get friends.

The Curse of the Windy Dingos

Today I have for you all a short story that I wrote during my horrible bout of writer's block for the OTP challenge about my brand new obsession
WINDIIIIGGGGGGOOOOOOOOOSSSSS!!!!!

Now as you all know, Blaise and Vlad is my OTP to end all OTPs and it's canon because I fucking wrote it! lololololol Anyway, so here it is! My first draft! Blaise and Vlad versus the dreaded Windigo!! I hope that you enjoy my Lovelies!

The smell of the beast was thick in the air that night; even within the confines of the cabin they could smell it clearly. The sickeningly sweet smell of the rotting flesh, of decay and the ever lingering death of the man that the creature had once been, but there was also something else, something unique to the Windigo that made the disgusting scent appealing in some sort of freakish, supernatural way.

“The Windigo is getting bolder all the time.” Vlad observed from his seat by the fire. “He must be if the scent is so strong even here.”

“Aye, or more desperate.” Blaise replied, his ever present dagger in hand as he stared out the window, searching for any signs of movement. A pale flash of translucent skin in the dark night, the telltale rustle of tree branches, a panicked animal making a mad dash for safety, anything. But there was nothing as the Windigo was much, much more clever than all of that.

This monster had a plan for them, he was sure of it. He wondered if the beast sought to make them into one of his own or if he merely intended to feed on them as he had fed on Lucian the night before last. It was a valid thought considering the position that they now found themselves in. Though the notion of such an intelligent beast had always confused and disturbed him. Did the monster’s intellect vary in proportion to the intellect of the man it had once been? Or did they have to learn to hunt anew after they were turned, as if they were babies? Were they even capable of learning or did they simply make a smart move now and again by chance? There was always that possibility. A mixture of growing desperation, hopelessness and Blaise’s acute, finely tuned sense of paranoia could very well be leading him to believe that the Windigo was smarter than it actually was, that it was toying with them when in reality the dumb thing was merely stumped trying to figure out how best to approach the cabin.

Blaise was so deep in thought that it took him a good minute longer than it should have to notice a figure coming out of the woods. It looked like… “Lucian!”

In an instant Vlad was by his side, looking out the window along with him. “By the will of the Gods, he’s still alive...” His voice trailed off as he watched Lucian hobble towards the cabin.

When they had last seen him, he had been struck by the mania that only a Windigo can inspire and was wielding the fireman’s axe that he carried like a wild man, swinging at everything that moved as he ran off into the forest. Blaise and Vlad had mourned their mentor for no one ever returned after their mind had been claimed by the monster and yet here he was, limping back to camp, using his trusted fireman’s axe as a crutch to steady himself.

“Blaise…” Lucian moaned, his soft voice carried to them on the wind. “Blaise...”

“Something’s wrong…”

“I have to help him. He needs to get inside before the Windigo sees him.” Blaise declared just as Lucian’s withered form had crossed over into the modest light of the dying camp fire outside. He had barely made a move towards the door when Vlad seized his arm.

“No! There’s something wrong with him, can’t you see?” He cried. It was impossible to tell for sure before he’d stepped into the light, but now Vlad could see it clearly. The mania had only just been the beginning; Lucian had not escaped the beast as they had dared to hope for their former mentor. His eyes were sunken in and yellowing, his once dark skin had paled and now hung off his bones like over large clothing and there was a telltale smudge of red circling his quivering, shredded lips.

“Of course there’s something wrong with him!” Blaise shouted back. “He’s been alone in the woods for hours, terrified. He’s probably freezing to death as well.”

“No! He’s a Windigo now! Look at his eyes!”

Blaise looked again at the weakened husk of whatever remained of his friend as it shambled towards them on rickety legs and winced for he knew Vlad was right. He averted his eyes for a moment then took a deep breath. “…I’ll take care of him.”

Blaise shrugged out of Vlad’s hold on him and moved towards the cabin door. His grip on the dagger in his left hand tightened another notch as he drew the door open that he may head out into the cold night and kill his mentor, oldest friend and the closest thing to a father that he would ever know.

Or so he thought.

But the Windigo had different plans for Lucian Stormcrow.

The moment that Blaise opened the door, the beast attacked. Bounding forward in some sort of grotesque parody of a Wolf’s gait, it closed the gap between them in the span of a heartbeat. The Windigo pounced Lucian’s frail form, its claws ripping through the man’s flesh as if it were tissue paper. Blaise was splattered with Lucian’s blood from head to toe before he could even attempt to pull the door closed once again.

His partner screamed at him. “Get away from the door!” Vlad pulled Blaise backwards and kicked the door shut with a slam.

It was the sort of jolt that Blaise needed in order to come back to himself. In one swift motion he seized a chair from the table and jammed it under the door handle. Then he and Vlad dived behind the bar and waited for the Windigo to finish with Lucian and come for them. For nearly five minutes the only sounds that reached their ears were the sounds of death. They listened in silence to the wet sound of powerful jaws snapping closed, the moans of a dying man, or what had once been a man and the tearing sounds of flesh being ripped from the bone, until the monster had finished his meal.

When the noise stopped and the eerie silence of the forest returned the boys braced themselves, tightening their grip on their respective weapons and readying themselves for the fight that they both knew was coming. In the quiet of the cabin they waited for the door to splinter under a mighty blow from the monster, they waited for the glass to shatter in the windows, they waited for the beast to tear its way into the cabin and come for them, but nothing happened.

Blaise and Vlad, being as close as it was possible for two people to be, were masters of communicating without speaking a single word and exchanged a meaningful look before cautiously rising to their feet. Clutching his gun in his right hand Vlad moved from window to window slowly, watching for any sign of the creature outside, while Blaise checked the door and then the cabin itself on the off chance that the beast had somehow managed to get in without making a sound.

“I don’t see it outside.”

“It’s not in here either.”

Vlad was suddenly exhausted, mentally, physically, emotionally, and he couldn’t handle this shit anymore. “Then where the fuck is it?!” He shouted his soft voice shattering along with his resolve as tears flooded his eyes and slid down his dusty cheeks in waves. “Oh Gods, this is hopeless! Why doesn’t it just kill us already? It’s been days, this blasted cabin was our last hope! We can’t escape, we have nowhere to go! Why is it still toying with us Blaise? Why can’t it just kill us and get it over with?!”

Blaise’s heart broke at the sight of Vlad looking so defeated. Vlad, who was his soul mate, his lover and his best friend. Vlad, who’s smile was to this day the most beautiful thing that he had ever seen. Blaise wished that there was something he could do, but as he felt the same way deep down in his soul, he knew that there was nothing that he could say to fix this for Vlad, so he didn’t speak. Laying his knife down on the bar, Blaise wrapped his strong arms around Vlad, held him tight and just let him cry.

Vlad clutched at Blaise with white knuckles, holding him as though he feared that he would be ripped away from his lover’s embrace at any second and it was like this that they stood together in silence for quite some time before either of them broke the silence.

The Windigo’s voice called to them in the dark, its soft tone carried on the winds from deep within the forest. The sound of it caused the boy’s hearts to leap, shivers racing down their frozen spines, but neither moved nor did they acknowledge the voice.

“…What are we going to do Blaise?”

“I don’t know.” Blaise replied in earnest, staring vaguely off into the forest beyond the window pane as he stroked Vlad’s golden hair. It wasn’t much, but he couldn’t think of anything else that he could do to comfort his lover.

Vlad buried his face in Blaise’s tattered jacket, his voice coming out as nothing more than a muffled whisper. “I don’t want to run anymore.”

“Then we won’t.”

“What?” Vlad looked up at him with confusion in his eyes as green as beach glass. His expression, his sweet face, it almost made Blaise want to hold his tongue for he knew what he would suggest would only cause Vlad pain, but then, he had been thinking a lot since they lost Lucian in the woods and he could not bring himself to kill Vlad, even if it was for his own good which only left one option.

“I think I can kill it… I want to go into the woods and-”

Vlad pulled away from him. “You want to fight the Windigo?”

“I’m tired of running too Vlad! I’m tired of being hunted, I think that it’s time that I go out there and hunt it!” Blaise reached out to Vlad and held his shoulders in his hand. “Look, you can stay here, no more running. I’ll take the gun and-”

“No!” Vlad shouted, knocking his lover’s hands away. “I am not letting you leave me here alone! If you want to go out there and get yourself killed, fine then I’m going with you.”

“No, Vlad-”

“No.” Vlad snapped, his voice sharp and angry. “I am not dying here alone, Blaise. I want to be with you.”

“You don’t have to die at all that’s what I’m telling you, I’m not going to let you die! If you just stay here then you’ll be safe! I promise!” Vlad opened his mouth to respond but Blaise cut him off, shouting. “Just let me protect you dammit!”

Tears anew began to slide down Vlad’s pale cheeks. “You can’t protect me Blaise.” He said softly. “Don’t you see that? It’s not going to let either of us out of here alive and even if by some miracle we do manage to escape, it’ll take us at least three days to get anywhere. Don’t you understand? Even if we do get out of this god forsaken forest, we’ll never be the same, we’ll go mad! Please Blaise; if I’m going to die anyway, I want to die with you…”

“Vlad,” For the second time tonight, Blaise felt his heart breaking inside his chest. There was no escaping it, Vlad was right. Hard as he tried, Blaise had failed him in the end. The realization stung him and if by some chance they managed to survive the night, it would surely eat at him until the end of his days, but right now the only thought in his head was Vlad. And for the second time that night, Blaise flung his arms around Vlad and hugged him tightly to his chest.

“I’m so sorry Baby,” A single tear slipped down Blaise’s cheek, wetting the collar of his shirt, it was all he would allow himself before he pulled away and forced an arrogant smile. “Come on then, let’s go do something incredibly stupid together.” He couldn’t save Vlad but he sure as hell could be strong for him and by the will of the gods he would die fighting for him.

Vlad laughed, a small, dry, crackling sound, and smile back at him. “I love you Blaise.”

“I love you too.”

“Let’s go kill us a Windigo!”

“Or die trying.”

On their way out the door, Blaise paused beside Lucian’s remains to pry his mentor’s lifeless fingers from the handle of the axe and offer up a silent prayer for the man’s soul. When he was finished, he handed his knife to Vlad for when the pistol ran out of bullets.

“Let’s do this.”

The monster’s eerie calls stopped the moment that Blaise and Vlad entered the woods, as if the Windigo knew or perhaps sensed somehow that they were coming to it and needn’t bother any longer. They walked on in silence for some time. Vlad clutching the revolver tightly in his right hand, Blaise’s knife at his hip and Blaise resting the old fireman’s axe on his left shoulder, his knuckles white on the handle. They walked close together and as quietly as humanly possible, there was no light and the shadows were playing tricks with their eyes.

The Windigo always seemed to be lurking just outside of their line of sight, but when they turned, that flash of white or a hulking figure lurking in their peripheral always turned out to be a boulder or a splash of moonlight. It was rather bothersome to be jumping at every turn but to never find your mark, though it kept their hearts racing and their blood filled with adrenaline.

When the ghostly calls of “Blaise…” and “Vlad…” suddenly resumed the boys knew that they must be close to where the creature was hiding, to where it wanted them to be. The wind had picked up a bit since they’d left the cabin, the creaking and swishing of old trees moving in the wind filled the air here and Blaise had the sneaking suspicion that the Windigo was using the sound to disguise his own movements. Vlad must have been thinking the same thing, for he kept lifting his eyes to scan the trees rather than watching the path in front of him.

It couldn’t be explained how, but somehow Blaise and Vlad knew when they had passed the Windigo and his hiding spot high above their heads in the branches of a tree. It was as if they could feel his ravenous yellow eyed gaze on them as they walked by. The creature waited but a second after they’d passed it to jump down, its landing was all but silent despite the great distance it fell. The boys froze when they heard it.

“Remember; don’t look directly into its eyes.” Vlad whispered, raising the gun.

Blaise nodded. “Aim for the heart.”

They turned together to face this mighty foe that had run them ragged, chased them to the end of their wits and cornered them in this god forsaken forest, the Windigo. The creature was inhumanly tall, easily three feet taller than Blaise was, its skin was as pale as death and stretched tightly over its jagged bones. It wore only the tatters of what had once been clothing, the only remaining shreds of its previous life and humanity. The monster’s filthy maw was coated in a thick coat of fresh blood and gore which dribbled down its pointed chin in a grotesque fashion. But its eyes, its eyes were by far the worst feature in the face of this particular atrocity.

A Windigo’s eyes are glassy, like doll’s eyes, milky and expressionless. They’re yellow in color, bloodshot and dilated with fever and madness. The Windigo’s eyes burn with a primitive fire, fueled only by their desire to kill and gorge themselves on their prey’s flesh. It is a haunting sight, to look directly into a Windigo’s eyes is to condemn oneself to madness and death and in some cases to become a Windigo yourself. Vlad knew this, he knew better than to look directly into the Windigo’s eyes and directed his gaze downward to the monster’s scarred, boney chest, but in his peripheral he could still see them, blazing in the darkness like demented stars.

 For a long time nothing moved. They had determined that their best shot of surviving this battle was not to charge in without thinking, they had to remain calm and if at all possible remain in control, so Blaise and Vlad held their ground, waiting until the creature started towards them on spindly legs to attack.

Leaves crunched underfoot, tree branches snapped and cracked, gun shots rang out through the forest and a single scream pierced the silence of the night. What happened to Blaise and Vlad that night is a mystery for if they survived they never returned home to their old lives in Boston. Their bodies were never found, not even so much as a human bone was ever discovered outside of the camp ground and the ones discovered inside of the camp ground all belonged to their former mentor Lucian.

The Windigo also disappeared that night, never to be heard of in those parts again. With the exception of ghost stories of course. Now, whether this is because Blaise and Vlad were successful in killing the beast or if the creature simply decided it was time to move on to terrorize a new place in the world, we will never know.

But sometimes on nights when the sky is clear and the moon is full, you can still hear the Windigo’s voice on the winds and the sound of a struggle between man and beast deep within the trees.

Alive With The Beating of a Young Heart

Happy New Year Everyone!

I hope 2014 is a kind and wonderful year for you all!

Now, as you all should know, after Kerian declares war on Zarius and Aiden in turn calls a meeting of the Imperial Court that Kerian crashes that meeting because he has killed Sabine and Darius and taken over the whole of Valnathict and wants to make sure that everyone knows it. Now I was writing this scene and thinking of how sadistic and psychotic Kerian is and I decided that he wouldn't just expect everyone to believe him and even if he did, he wouldn't be satisfied with that alone. So I decided that Kerian is going to bring their dismembered heads and toss them on the table during the meeting. Whoooo! So gross. I've decided not to go into gory detail with it, but like I said there will be a couple of heads chilling on the table top.

Also the more on work on this war council bit, the more I find myself intrigued by Vish Itori. I think that he's my favorite foreign delegate. I wrote a pretty powerful passage or two with him, he's deep and intense and he burns with hatred in respect to Kerian to the point where he threatens to kill him in the protected space of the Imperial Court, while practically everyone else is puking or shaking in their boots, soooo I really like him. However, my gut is telling me that I may have to kill him. I mean, he has essentially become Kenshin to me. Fierce battosai killer that spends most of his days as a care free peaceful bro and that's awesome. However, if he goes after Kerian like I know he will then he'll die. He has to die because Aiden kills his brother, that much is written in stone. So I guess what I'm saying is look out for Vish because he's glorious but don't get attached to him because his days are numbered. Hahaha. Though who knows, perhaps if he keeps talking to me the way he is now, then I could write his story sometime. It would be the bloody story of a revolution though, much less fun and antics. Still good though. My very own battosai lol <3 p="">

Ummm, anyway, I was also just thinking of adding another scene. At the point in time where war is declared, Eclipse and Emma are already lovers. Now, Eclipse loves Emma so he'll want her to be safe, so he'll be happy that Hiroshi and Aiden are sending the children off. But Emma wants to fight and when her parents say no then she'll want to vent to her man the same way that Angel will vent to Krystal.... Well actually Angel won't do that, she'll spent the night comforting Krystal and telling her that she won't let anything happen to her. But that's beside the point. Anyway, I'm wondering if Emma and Eclipse should get into a fight about this. It could be good. And I think it would make a nice parallel or something to the scene where Eclipse personally volunteers to be Emma's guardian on the battle field.

Also, there needs to be a scene where someone goes and tells Blaise what's going on because he is involved in this or at the very least a line of dialogue somewhere when they talk about sending word to Blaise. Ya know, something.

And that's about it for right now. Happy first post of the new year everyone! You all should make this year knew and diffrentl by actually acknowledging my effort once in awhile! Cause I know there are at least three people who read this lol