April Fools Day....

This was supposed to be an easy week for me. This was supposed to be a fun week for me. I didn't have any tests, I got an A on my second Psychology test, the rewrite of my English paper isn't due til Monday, I helped a close friend of mine work through some personal problems and now he's doing much better, I had been literally counting down the days til Anime Boston.

NOTHING depressing or infuriating was planned to happen..... (Well ya know, other then my rotten babying sitting job.) Well I guess life's a bitch. Because literally less then 24 hours before Anime Boston, everything bloody went wrong. EVERYTHING!?!! I would like to think that I am, in general, a reasonably optimistic and happy person, but these last two days have severely phucked up my view of the world and my belief that people are basically good and can change.... It's truly awful.

And as much as I would LOVE to share with you every single detail about every single wretched event that I have witnessed and every deliberately obtuse conversation and comment I have had the pleasure of hearing over the last two days, but I am so pissed off and angry and....heart broken and literally on the verge of tears that I can't bring myself to talk about it right now..... I feel like Leeloo when she's on the computer, or the screen or whatever the hell it is, learning about war.... It's like I've re-realized all the acute horrors of the world, all over again, all at once.... There's just sooo much hate.....

I mean it's really a miracle that I can even string together a coherent sentence right now. Maybe I'll fill you in on everything later.....maybe not. I just felt like I had to say something, but I just can't seem to get the words out.....

Hate is Easy

Love takes Courage